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last friday i really have a good time with some friends o mine.. nadya, linda, pungki, meidya and ups.. forgot his name .. sorry ya mey..:D. we’re so classic (hahahaha).. we sang old rock tunes from aerosmith to whitesnake.. pop tunes from bee gees (hahahahahaha) to madonna.. and clasic disco from alphaville to mojo (huahahahaha). We all really need that moment specially nadya.. sang, drank, quite dizzy though…. and while we sang, linda and nadya doing the classic disco style from batdance to flashdance hahhahahaahhahaha!!!

every person carry a burden on each back.. i mean the job, family, realtionship etc. and that burden just 4 a moment sudennly flew away. I was thinkin’ what went wrong in our lives? hey we’re alive right? of course there always be a burden.. that what what makes us human being.. to have a responsibility, commitment, that’s normal. but why are we tryin to forgot just for a moment? hihihihi that’s also human being.

saturday night i went with anton to watch classic rock on BBS menteng, unfortunetly there’s no band until wordl cup is over.. damn! end we end up bored after talking ’bout the old times and we go somewhere else just 2 see if we still crazy as we used 2.

well, finally i find the solution to my little problem.. we have target right? since we were small, right? and suprisingly it killing us.. i mean we have target all of our lives! we have to think bout work, deadlines, etc.. but that night we dont have anything..

so to make it BALANCE i decided to do a thing with no TARGET! hahahahaha.. i’ve called a few friends o mine and ask for their support and they said YES! hahahaha.. it’s funny how they said YES!

dissy, kelly, ape, get ready! today.. VICE VERSA is born, a rock band with no target hahahahahahaha.. anyone’s welcome to join cause we HAVE NO TARGET!feel the energy, follow the motion, we got nothin to loose.. just to keep our soul balance.. get your fingers, throat & spirit ready!

OKI RETURNS!

I’m just a small town boy, livin’ in a lonely world I took the midnight train goin’ anywhere

or Just a city boy, born and raised in south of city, I took the midnight train goin’ anywhere

A singer in a smokey room, A smell of wine and cheap perfume

For a smile they can share the night It goes on and on and on and on

Strangers waiting, up and down the boulevard

Their shadows searching in the night

Streetlight people, living just to find emotion

Hiding, somewhere in the night

Working hard to get my fill, everybody wants a thrill

Payin’ anything to roll the dice, just one more time

Some will win, some will lose

Some were born to sing the blues

On the movie never ends It goes on and on and on

Don’t stop believin’.. hold on to the feelin’

Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there…to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be but you lock eyes with them, you know that very moment that they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would never realize your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of luck. Illness, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test limits of your soul.

Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.

The people you meet affect your life. The successes and downfalls that you experience can create whom you are, and the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them because they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious to whom you open your heart.

If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally, not only because they love you, but also because they are teaching you to love and open your heart and eyes to little things. Make every day count. Appreciate everything that you possibly can, for you may never experience it again.

Talk to people whom you have never talked to before, and actually listen. Let yourself fall in love, break free and set your sights high. Hold you head up because you have every right to.

Tell yourself you are a great individual and believe in yourself, for if you don’t believe in yourself, no one else will believe in you. Create you own life and then go out and live it.

"If you take your eyes off your goals, all you see is obstacles."

When you worry and hurry through your day, it is like
an unopened gift…Thrown away…Life is not a race.
Take it slower. Hear the music before the song is

i dont know where i’m goin.. but i sure know where i’ve been. hangin’ in the promises in the song of yesterday.. but i ‘ve made up my mind. i ain’t wasting no more time.

i’m just another heart who need a rescue. waiting on a love.. sweet charity. but i’m gonna hold on for the rest of my day. cause i know how it feels.. 2 walk along the lonely street of dreams..

here i go again on my own.. goin’ down the only road i’ve ever known.. like drifter i was born 2 walk alone.. i’ve made up my mind.. ain’t wasting no more time..

yesterday i got a phone call from my old friend from college.. valdin.. hahahaha. sure brings a lot of memory. back to 1991 when we’re young ( ups ).. stupid, reckless, sloppy ( still do ).. we talk till our batteries run out hehehe. we bring all the jokes that we used 2 laugh and we still laugh bout it out loud!

last time we had this laugh is 10 yrs ago ( fiuh ).. come 2think of it lots of things happen in d last 15 years ( 1991 ). We’ve grown up.. time seems pass us by so fast. so many experiences, so many walls 2 climb, so many changes, but i’m still glad that we still have "the soul" that we had 15 years ago. The soul that’s so pure and full of laugh.

We talked from "kuku bima.. mantap" till "walabah hulibet".. also all the srimulat and jhojhon things back in ’80s.. ampa polo.. biar mampus.. jejak congor.. ta tempiling.. menyoreni.. tessy.. ho’oh.. gila kamu ndro.. and of  course SATU!hahahhaahaha..

wonder what happen in d next 15 years.. are still crazy like we used 2? are we always talk bout d past?

wonder what happen in d next 15 years.. am i still searching my way of life? or am i already living my life?

wonder what happen in d next 15 years.. what is Gods plan for me? married? career?

wonder what happen in d next 15 yrs.. what if.. what if..

1000 posibilities, 1000 result,

15.. there’s never a wish better than this.. when u only got 100 years 2 live..